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Yuki-Kiba-Chan
Posts : 302 Join date : 2009-06-10 Age : 33 Location : United Kingdom
| Subject: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:18 am | |
| Fight against My TyKa self by *Yuki-Kiba-Chan
Been getting down on myself lately wondering why I’ve lost my fear of falling As I can no longer fly I keep trying and trying To give it my all By time after time I continue to fall
It’s like I have all this passion Just waiting to break free But when I try to express it It back fires on me
I sit here with this pencil And passion in my heart Trying to draw 10 times over I restart
The mouse beneath my fingers Won’t click anymore As I edit away My pc’s getting bored
And I stare at that sewing machine Thinking what to do with it Burn it or throw it in the bin As everything always turns out shit
Photoshop can go to hell As I try to colour today I’m even trying to use the tablet And it’s still not going to go my way
If I wasn’t in this block I would be able to create something cool Something worthy For the pairing of whom I drool
And it doesn’t matter how many people Tell me things look good It’s still not at the level I want When by now I know i should
Even tried collaborating But that doesn’t work The more and more I try The more and more I hurt
My pairing deserve better Than my failed attempts So why can’t I stop From trying for them?
One day I will create A tyka covered cake And it will be so great That we will call it fate
But for now I’ll stay on the floor Crawling in kaitaka land And hope to god someone Extends me a tyka hand….
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LOL
This is about me and my obsession for Tyson and Kai, and how i was real annoyed and down on myself as it seemed like I couldn't do ANYTHING that does any justice for this pairing, I try and try, but I keept failing… haha XD i really got angry at myself when i wrote this, but looking at it now, it's kinda funny, I'm a real doosh at times <3 This pairing brings out the best in me! | |
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Racoona
Posts : 80 Join date : 2010-05-25 Age : 32 Location : In my boyfriends bed ^^
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:20 am | |
| Gah *_* Awesome! I swear, you capture that feeling perfectly! It is SO annyoing whent that happens! | |
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Yuki-Kiba-Chan
Posts : 302 Join date : 2009-06-10 Age : 33 Location : United Kingdom
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:21 am | |
| - Racoona wrote:
- Gah *_* Awesome! I swear, you capture that feeling perfectly! It is SO annyoing whent that happens!
Totally right? lol! Aww thanks! <33 thanks for nudgeing me, i probaly wouldn't have put it up otherwise hehe | |
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Racoona
Posts : 80 Join date : 2010-05-25 Age : 32 Location : In my boyfriends bed ^^
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:25 am | |
| - Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Racoona wrote:
- Gah *_* Awesome! I swear, you capture that feeling perfectly! It is SO annyoing whent that happens!
Totally right? lol! Aww thanks! <33 thanks for nudgeing me, i probaly wouldn't have put it up otherwise hehe *NUDGE NUDGE FREAKIN NUDGE* Hello? We need the TyKa, it is a drug! A drug I have denied myself SO long, and the freakin abstinences are killing me, so help me produce some more, right? | |
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Yuki-Kiba-Chan
Posts : 302 Join date : 2009-06-10 Age : 33 Location : United Kingdom
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:27 am | |
| - Racoona wrote:
- Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Racoona wrote:
- Gah *_* Awesome! I swear, you capture that feeling perfectly! It is SO annyoing whent that happens!
Totally right? lol! Aww thanks! <33 thanks for nudgeing me, i probaly wouldn't have put it up otherwise hehe *NUDGE NUDGE FREAKIN NUDGE* Hello? We need the TyKa, it is a drug! A drug I have denied myself SO long, and the freakin abstinences are killing me, so help me produce some more, right? ROFFLLL YESS! XDD I must draw something new! i promised kio a picture *_* <3 I shall do that now, Yes! | |
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Racoona
Posts : 80 Join date : 2010-05-25 Age : 32 Location : In my boyfriends bed ^^
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:47 am | |
| - Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Racoona wrote:
- Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Racoona wrote:
- Gah *_* Awesome! I swear, you capture that feeling perfectly! It is SO annyoing whent that happens!
Totally right? lol! Aww thanks! <33 thanks for nudgeing me, i probaly wouldn't have put it up otherwise hehe *NUDGE NUDGE FREAKIN NUDGE* Hello? We need the TyKa, it is a drug! A drug I have denied myself SO long, and the freakin abstinences are killing me, so help me produce some more, right?
ROFFLLL YESS! XDD I must draw something new! i promised kio a picture *_* <3 I shall do that now, Yes! Ohgodyes! I am so totally waiting for this! I have several people promising me TyKa ^^ | |
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Kiotana
Posts : 347 Join date : 2009-06-13 Age : 34 Location : Quebec, Canada
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Tue Jun 22, 2010 12:00 pm | |
| - Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Racoona wrote:
- Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Racoona wrote:
- Gah *_* Awesome! I swear, you capture that feeling perfectly! It is SO annyoing whent that happens!
Totally right? lol! Aww thanks! <33 thanks for nudgeing me, i probaly wouldn't have put it up otherwise hehe *NUDGE NUDGE FREAKIN NUDGE* Hello? We need the TyKa, it is a drug! A drug I have denied myself SO long, and the freakin abstinences are killing me, so help me produce some more, right?
ROFFLLL YESS! XDD I must draw something new! i promised kio a picture *_* <3 I shall do that now, Yes! That was real nice. You're a poet, who knew? XD Yeah, I just lack the motivation to keep myself going when I do big projects. I really gotta work on my cosplay if it's going to be done in time for Otakuthon. BTW, I squee for anything TyKa! I rly wanna see that lovegame AMV I asked for a long time ago too. | |
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Yuki-Kiba-Chan
Posts : 302 Join date : 2009-06-10 Age : 33 Location : United Kingdom
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Tue Jun 22, 2010 12:05 pm | |
| Oh god, im such a bad person >w< I will do that now i have sony vegas back! lol gosh too many things i need to doooo -fail- *victory pose* i will i will! >DDDD
Yeah, i have a seperate writting account, i wrote a lot of songs/poetry growing up, really helped me get through hard times :3 | |
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Kiotana
Posts : 347 Join date : 2009-06-13 Age : 34 Location : Quebec, Canada
| Subject: Re: Fight against my TyKa Self [Poetry - Mild Swearing] Tue Jun 22, 2010 12:09 pm | |
| - Yuki-Kiba-Chan wrote:
- Oh god, im such a bad person >w< I will do that now i have sony vegas back! lol gosh too many things i need to doooo -fail- *victory pose* i will i will! >DDDD
Yeah, i have a seperate writting account, i wrote a lot of songs/poetry growing up, really helped me get through hard times :3 Yay!!! Motivation! <3 | |
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